I don't even have a "pla"

I never really comprehend the gravity of season 1, episode 4 of Friends when Phoebe says, "I don't even have a pla". I found it funny and humane but never really related to it. Until recently. I have never exactly known what I really want to do in life but there were always these milestones which I thought I will accomplish and then they will lead me to what I am ultimately supposed to do. It was "plan" enough for me.

But now that I don't have semesters ending at a particular time, no exams which only solely depend upon how much I study and vomit in the stipulate tick tock tick time. Now that I am working, and there is no semester to automatically end, bang. I understand what Phoebe was saying.

While Ishaan, friends, mentors have pushed me enough to make a plan, I am not able to. So I am trying to take the what-do-you-want-to-remember-about-your-life-when-you-are-at-your-deathbed lense to life. And what do I say. I am trying. There are certain things I definitely want to have done enough of in my life but there are certain aspects of things I still need a plan for.

Anyway, in the set of things which I definitely want to have enough of in my life, I just came back from Prague, spending some carefree, sunny, windy, rainy, wine-y time with Ishaan. We did not have any plan for the days I was there. No agenda. But that didn't mean we were sleeping till late and not doing anything. Instead, we were on the streets of Prague or of hills nearby, doing nothing. Well except walking of course. 15-20 km/day of walking.

It was beautiful. Minds free, lovely weather, country side, cozy houses with creepers, surrounded by lush green gardens with trolleys of beautiful flowers and nice little red or yellow cars parked randomly in the gardens. Cute dogs barking. Three generations having lunch in the porch. Under a canope which probably they built together with cute benches and cushions and flowers and vases to go along. And both Ishaan and I on foot, an umbrella in hand.

I was so happy. Ishaan was so happy.

See how Ishaan got Starbucks and me in the same frame. 

It started raining after Ishaan clicked this. We used our big black umbrella and sang "Pyar hua ikrar hua"- what will we Indians do without Bollywood

Twirling around.

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Just being everywhere. With nowhere to go.

I don't have a plan. I need to get one. Meanwhile, I will just live in the present. And make memories.